Is it me...or is it the world around me...?

the world...can anyone give good description for it??? if i saw the glass half-empty...i would've said...it's the world's a dirty place, with nasty people, it's a place named right after hell...but no...i try to see the glass half ful all the time...i say the world's beautiful place...it's us who make it worse every day...we think we would fix it another day...but we dont...we make the weather bad ourselves...and then we stand an look up and complain..."shit it's such a bad weather". my days are going as empty as it always had been going on...blank and extremely hollow...the world i cared about so much now seems to prick me poke me and irritate me every second...why now??? why do i see the glass half empty now??? or is it not even filled at all..........???.................................i've been extremely stressed out lately.........studies...pressure......loneliness...an EXTREMELY busy life....i seem to be getting drifted away....i sit alone and try and think...while truly speaking...i dont think at all...i sit and stare whatever is in front of me...and the world seems to rotate all along...no-one cares...the move on...and i never could...i always had to wipe the last tear on my loved one's face........so is it me??? or is this world actually reaching the point where every speck of humanity is no more to be seen???